It was suggested to me today to begin a blog so I can update my loved ones on Olivia's milestones and such. It's been something I've been considering myself for a long time. Fear has dominated my desire to write, therefore my writing ideas have stayed in my head. Plus, I've never been very motivated to do ANYTHING, let alone cultivate my talent. So, writing has stayed on the back burner, till now I guess.
Back in December, I had a baby....Finally, my very own baby! Well, I have to share her with my now husband, Ryan, but he's a fun and relatively easy partner. Lucky me gets to stay home with her, basking in the coolness of motherhood. I get to stare, play, feed, bathe and listen to the noises of a tiny infant that needs me and absolutely adores me! Motherhood fits me well, I've always known that. There are those on the outside of my world that have criticized me because of the choices I have made, namely to put up for adoption my first two children. Let me make it clear: I love those girls, have adored them always and think of them with love in my heart. My decision was so their opportunities in life would be limitless, and certainly not because I was incapable of parenting. Get it?? Good. That book will get written later.
So, since I'm tired, Olivia's in bed and Ryan needs my time, that is all for tonight.
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